Rant/prayer of the day!( very non-beauty related)

I wish I could go on an amazing vacay right now. This has been ANOTHER week from hell as usual. I just don't know what I got to prove to God that I'm worthy of a good life. I don't drink,smoke, I go to church, I praise and thank him all the time. I believe he is the only thing I need in my life. But I have so mess always happening it's crazy. God's test you say. Well,I'm always in class taking the exam.:)

Please God, just tell the world to give me a break. Tell them the she is wonderful mother,daughter,sister,niece,and friend. Let me just have a period in my life when drama is not number one. I love you Lord more than life itself. You gave me the greatest gift of two babies, of health, roof over my head, a car that runs, family, both my parents. I need you take care of me because I can not do this alone. Amen!


love,

J