***Thursday is Weigh In Day...I weigh myself ONCE a week. I can't jump on the scale every day, all times of the day, when I feel fat, before a date....too much on my medicated brain. lol! Once a week is good for me. I'm a born again scale person. I'm just now embracing the scale. I avoid it all thru my teens and twenties....***
March 10, 2011
Down to 224lbs
(15 lbs lost since 12/30/2010)
None. Zip. Zero. No pounds lost. If you were looking for a plateau, you got one.
Every since I gained that 3 lbs in February, its been hell getting it off and the rest of the pounds. sigh....
I was almost in tears this morning. I just want the damn weight off. I'm tired of seeing pictures of me fat. I dont like being overweight. Point blank. This is my story. I know that there are fabulous, thick, sexy "divas" proud of their weight and prowess but for me, I never got comfortable being plus size. I accepted it and dressed and purchased clothes accordingly, but inside, I wanted my old, BC( before kids) body back.
Well, as the day went on, I became refocused and renewed and I'm back on track for the next week. Ironically, during my little morning breakdown, I didnt reach for something to send the emotion away like the mini bag of Cheetos my son left on the counter. I didnt think once, to feed the emotion. Now, that's a pound of progress worth losing!